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2012-02-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Shixian ☺

Blic+Chronicle: Getting down on Friday with Yiling

Today: Some alone time downstairs, reading a book which i borrowed from my brother and plugging in. Ice-cream man came and ringed his bell and i decided to enjoy some old school ice cream with bread. The space downstairs was filled with families at about six in the evening and it was relaxing to just chill and look at the little kids having fun. How i wish my holidays would never end.

11 days @ Marks & Spencer

2012-02-05T23:52:00.001+08:00

Jin

Ruwei & Zee

Zee the big bully

Team lingerie! ☺

Lion dance on my last day of work!

Aunty Sab~

Brenna

We decided to take picture with the mannequins. There's another of my favorite one but it's with Brenna :(

Tesrin (who has 2 more months of suffering haha)

Qu!

Very very cute Arlyn ;)

Melissa

Liza

Something that Arlyn got for me ☺

Though it was a short period of time and we all dislike our head and the job, the people at M&S were super friendly and they've definitely created fond memories for me. I miss them so much especially the fellow part timers. Now.. I'm unemployed and waiting for a job opportunity so that i can earn more money for my bkk trip with Yiling and Shixian in March!! Can't waitttttt

Universal Studios Singapore (USS)

2012-02-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

I conquered Battlestar Galactica: Human and Cylon!!*flips hair

Bi's eyes are closed... :(

I swear one of the guys look like Chris Colfer/Kurt from Glee!

^^♥

Universal Studios with parksy in the month of Jan as my birthday gift! We concentrated on taking rides instead of taking pictures and we looked so tired anyway. I'm proud to say we took all the rides and albeit i cried after taking the battlestar human i enjoyed everything and battlestar cylon was quite amazing! I shaked so much while queuing for the roller-coaster rides but it was sooo thrilling and it was definitely a day of fun! Thx bi for the present love you! x

Vanilla Bar & Café

2012-01-10T01:44:00.001+08:00

Vanilla Dirt Cake

20th @ Vanilla Bar & Café with the two favourites! The food was only alright but the Vanilla Dirt Cake had such a special presentation- cake in a flower pot! And chien designed bedroom slippers for us as Christmas gifts, so pretty!! Thank God for placing them in my jc life, it definitely made my 3 years worthwhile :)

Chilly Night

2012-01-10T01:40:00.027+08:00

Parksy planned to bring me to USS but it was a weekend so pushing that to another day, we had a simple day on my 20th: caught Special Forces (which was gooOooOd) and had katong laksa+exclusive Chicken Mcbites+tom yum yi mian and chilled @ LP. It was sooo windy (just look at my hair..) that i caught a little cold after that. Love you pretty boy! ♥

Delicious

2012-01-10T00:22:00.003+08:00

20th @ Delicious and Harry's with the girls! Definitely feels old even though nothing has changed. Have always disliked the fact that my birthday falls in January cause i don't have a chance to feel young around my friends.. Time spent with the girls was great as always and i'm so blessed to have them by my side ♥

2011-12-25T22:58:00.001+08:00

Snipped off my hair and i pretty much like it~

12-Inch Pizzas & Records

2011-12-25T00:38:00.001+08:00

Made spam sushi for the girls hehehe

Christmas exchange

Thursday night was an early Christmas celebration with the girls, it's been long since the five of us gathered together. SoOoO glad that Amanda's back from Ireland :) I had so much fun and laughter i wished the night would never end, i love these girls so so much.

All-day Breakfast: Hatched

2011-12-21T22:59:00.002+08:00

Back here! Celebrated Charmaine's belated birthday @ Hatched, really great place! Surprised myself by trying the smoked salmon and the potato which normally wouldn't fall under my diet list. Tea break at Twelve cupcakes after that with them. Tommy Hilfiger perfume for the birthday girl, hope she liked it :>

A levels have ended for about a month now, i honestly won't be able to bear to receive my results in March.. Badly done i suppose and i have totally no idea where i wanna go or what i wanna do. I'm a lost soul. In any case, Christmas is coming and the new year is approaching, happy holidays!

2011-09-25T16:33:00.006+08:00

It's been 2 weeks since Amanda's away, can't wait for her to be back already!

2011-09-07T22:26:00.002+08:00

http://firsttofall.tumblr.com

2011-09-02T03:14:00.001+08:00

I am procrastination queen.

When will i stop procrastinating???

2011-09-02T02:58:00.000+08:00

Hi @ 2.55am. Thursday afternoon was horrendous worst experience ever. Today i got started on my cse independent studies doing research is one thing i hate. Got really sleepy but the minute i'm surfing net i'm all awake again. Work rly is the best sleeping pill.

Prelims isn't over yet btw. But i feel as though it already ended. And i definitely don't act like an A level student.

2.58am. Thinking if i should head to bed

2011-08-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

I miss you
x

P R E L I M S

2011-08-30T23:02:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh tmr is the start of prelims and it's gna last a month and i'm not prepared totally i never am prepared for any exams am i ok brb panicking now

Confessions

2011-08-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

I've played more than I should. I've loved more than I can. And i've been a really selfish bitch like really. I wish I can be brave enough to face up to my mistakes and everyone else. But I can't deny I have this thing called pride and I'm afraid of people judging me. This world judges too much don't you think so.

I, am so, so, sorry. For all that I've done and all that I didn't do. Le sigh ☹ ok peace out xx ✌♡

2011-08-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

Someone please wake me up. Just scold me a "fuck you" thx.

2011-08-28T15:05:00.001+08:00

If only over-thinking can make one lose weight. Just like how over-eating makes one grow fat right?? Should have the same effect.

2011-08-28T15:02:00.000+08:00

I am so afraid I'd make the same mistake over and over again. I don't want people to be right, I want to prove that I can make sound decisions as well. Am I really wrong?

Being wary of everything is rly tiring. Hate this feeling that I'm feeling now.

2011-08-23T00:47:00.001+08:00

I am fucked up. I don't deserve to love neither do I deserve to be loved. I screwed up.

When all else fails

2011-08-22T09:54:00.002+08:00

You'll always have that little piece of my heart. I'll keep you at the back of my mind.Til then!

Xx

2011-08-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

Ok I need to stop letting others control my emotions

2011-08-21T11:20:00.000+08:00

You rly drive me crazy with everything I see, but I tell myself I can only get stronger and not become weaker, I need to be ok. And I am getting better, I think. Just one last time- you go boy.

2011-08-18T09:41:00.000+08:00

Oh, it's been a month.. Le sigh. I can do this let's go

2011-08-18T00:49:00.000+08:00

Feeling so detached deserted distant you're becoming blurry. But memories stay. Everything actually remains quite the same except that you're not here. Want to relive those moments but... No.

2011-08-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

A ridiculous thought: would you really come back 6 years later from now? Ha ha

2011-08-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

I rly dk what I'm doing. Oh God save me. Tell me you have a better plan in stored for me. Sigh.

@1205am

2011-08-18T00:08:00.001+08:00

I think I just got slapped really hard, time to wake up to the truth. I feel so fucking shortchanged. You will never never ever treat your girl the same you treat others. Love is really blind. I was blind. I was pathetic, am stil pathetic but you're as pathetic as well. The feelings I have are different from day to day- sometimes I hate you, and then some other days I just miss you. True that you don't need to answer to anyone else now so you can do whatever you want. I still feel very cheated and I wonder how could I have been so blind. That was because I loved you so much. I really want to stand up strong again. Desperately need to. The best revenge is to live well and I've got to get that in my head. I've got others to love me and I can love others. The feeling of desertion is pathetic, I'm not gna let anyone have the chance to desert me again.

You're both a good and a bad memory I'm torn apart. I wish you'll wake up in case you ruin yourself. But then again maybe you need to be taught a lesson to learn. Today at 1205am, I'm hating you. You may be the best friend anyone can have, but I guess you're not that great a lover. Please learn to love yourself before you start loving others.

MoOoOOoves like Jagger~

2011-08-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

I look crazy in the second one. Currently wrapped in my jacket without the fan but i'm stil freezing in this super cold weather anyone feeling the same? Plus there's a pounding in my head and i feel a sore throat coming right up i feel like shit now.. :'(

Exit wounds

2011-08-14T02:37:00.001+08:00

Hey you, take care. It's a vast world out there

Animal

2011-08-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

I still think of us sometimes moments with an urge to tear moments that i actually teared and then wiping them telling myself to be strong. Usually my mind power doesn't really work i don't have motivation for nuts and my will power is too weak but this time i want it to work. Because i find it so true that "if he doesn't care then there's no use putting in so much effort" i gave my all and now everything's shattered. It's just that it's SO hard to put words into action.. Really. Seeing everything related to us having the urge to pinch your cheeks a hug and a kiss memories flowing back wherever i go.. I kind of hope you'll come back. But oh well time will heal.

The truth always hurts. I can't wait for the time when i can mean it when i say "I'm fine"

Henderson Waves

2011-08-08T10:05:00.003+08:00

Henderson Waves and Hosted on the Patio with the favourite girls for Yiling's 19th. We don't need elaborate outings and all, just the company suffice. One thing i know for sure that is going to be forever is our friendship. ♥

Less of me

2011-08-05T11:02:00.004+08:00

Gotta think a lot without thinking too much
You can't suffocate the one you love
Gotta watch yourself but still indulge
Keep your soul young when you grow old
Gotta get your rest without sleeping in
Keep your mind always open
Accept the road sometimes curves back
But think of what you have
not what you lack
I didn't know this until you showed up
You say a lot without talking too much
I didn't know this until you showed up
You learn a lot without talking too much
When you get it just right
your Jupiter rings align
spin right in time
Your feet fly off the pavement
Your house a tiny spec of dust
I think I need less of me,
and more of us.
You gotta stand up straight and look ahead, put your insecurities to bed
Learn to trust with your eyes shut
Learn to love and not hold back.

2011-08-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

You'd actually steal glances at her
But i don't know why i still miss you
And i love you.

2011-08-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

I am gna start on my cse IS. I hate research. Go me

Service Learning: TFSS

2011-07-31T01:13:00.000+08:00

Service learning today @ Tampines Family Service Centre i'm glad we chose kids. These kids are an innocent bunch cute but naughty. Angels and devils at the same time. The girl in blue sticked to me the moment she came in and taking care of her throughout the whole thing really tired me. She was scared and totally didn't wna mix around and play games tgt. But it feels sweet to have someone tell you they like you and wna stick with you.. And they all looked so cute dancing. Ikea for lunch after that and knocked out straight after i came home. I've had an eventful Saturday and i'm missing those kids already :')

2011-07-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

The more i see things that i shouldn't have seen in the first place the more upset i get. Keep wonderin' how you can say so many things to please your girl friends, but when it comes to me it always needs some pushing. And even now, you wouldn't listen to me but then again who am i now to say. I hate you sometimes and then after a while everything dissolves. Not used to not having you here. Where did the passion go how did it die? Is there really no such thing as forever?

MB

2011-07-31T00:51:00.001+08:00

Picnic+kite flying @ MB last Sunday with xywm and Jong. Been wanting to do that with you but promises from you are always broken.. And i'm glad i finally got to do it with my favourite girls. I know how to fly a kite!! And thanks for the accessories from bkk (love)

Thaipan

2011-07-30T23:52:00.001+08:00

Thaipan with the girls last Friday finally and we had an impromptu movie date after dinner- "Bridesmaids"

It's been a long time love you girls the same

Still you

2011-07-28T18:46:00.002+08:00

Today is difficult. Fighting the urge to cry. I miss you so much and I have a really strong urge to pinch your cheeks like how you always do and just lie on your shoulder.

Today is difficult, but I'm going to survive it with another 5 more hours to the end of the day. It could have been the 14th.

Are you missing me too? :'(

Officially Missing You

2011-07-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

It's official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

Swirling

2011-07-26T12:58:00.002+08:00

No one would ever fold letters like the way you do. I have so many mixed feelings I don't know what to feel.. This is getting so exasperating

Pictures from thaipan with the girls on Friday and picnic+kite flying @ MB with xywm and Jong on Sunday up soon

2011-07-25T14:43:00.001+08:00

I am so not cut out for jc/studying. Sighhhhhh 我的命真苦

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2011-07-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

And I feel a little more refreshed each time I listen to the song i guess sometimes you just rly need to have faith even if it seems unpromising, to see what faith can do for you.

Stil heartbroken though justsayin' ha ha

Heartbreaker

2011-07-23T23:07:00.001+08:00

Now I know the feeling of seeing couples everywhere and hearing all the sweet nothings and you're just feeling alone..

Ah ok enough of feeling down. Should start feeling good about myself and love myself more. I've spent too much time pleasing and loving someone else more than myself. It's just funny how someone can, honestly, treat you like shit and you still love him/her. I wna hate you so much but then again I can't do it. Sometimes I think it's karma ah, now I know what it feels like to have someone break your heart.

I really imagined my future with you, but sadly you don't. But anyway, I still love you the most.

Arghhh now having to hear my mom nag about a rs that's not true anymore I don't even-

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What faith can do

2011-07-19T23:49:00.006+08:00

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you're stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That’s what faith can do)
When the world says you can’t
It’ll tell you that you can!

Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

Stronger

2011-07-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

Maybe you're having a hard time too. Maybe you're regretting. But i can't take it lying down because i've done nothing wrong. How many times have you made me go through this? I think 5 times is a good gauge. Putting in the effort doesn't always mean it'll pay off you've just proven it to me. And remember how i don't believe in "absence makes the heart grow fonder"? Yeah my stand still remains and it's even stronger now cause it's proven.

And some people should really learn how to sense another's emotions and stop annoying me.

I love

2011-07-19T00:40:00.001+08:00

This smell hehehe

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2011-07-18T10:56:00.001+08:00

Meanwhile: cracking my head to think of what to fill in the damn sgc. I would love some egg tarts scrambled eggs plus a cup of hot Milo that comes with a hug

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2011-07-18T10:53:00.001+08:00

Someone forgot about 10am every Monday again. Bet his excuse wil be: "we quarreled"

Sometimes I just think there's enough pushing done. We ought to sit back and see if others care to put in the same effort. Actions do speak louder than words. Most of the time.

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Remember

2011-07-12T22:33:00.001+08:00

Today

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2011-07-12T01:47:00.000+08:00

Bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch no this is definitely not enough for me to express my exasperation what's more upsetting is that you don't want to let this go

I'm a loser who's leeching on not wanting to let go ikr big L for me. I really need the courage to take a huge leap where to find??

2011-07-11T09:13:00.001+08:00

The only pleasant surprise I'll ever term would be you.

This feeling sucks. A lot. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok bye

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Change is the only constant

2011-07-11T01:28:00.001+08:00

Things have changed. I figured out the only way to be happy is to not care about a single thing, but i just can't do it. I wish I had the courage to do so though. You now make your way through by lying, I find out but it doesn't change a thing. You keep things from me, and I no longer tel you every single thing that happens because you become a busy boy you don't have enough time for me to tell you the little details of my life.

I hope we could go back to the way it was originally. I wish I was placed a little more importance. I wish my mind and my heart tells me the same thing so that I am not indecisive. I'm officially going through the roughest patch (I think) I almost went crazy. It's amazing the people who tried to cheer me up are friends I haven't been in contact with for a very long time. Perhaps sometimes, these are the people you know you can trust and actually relate to.

I love you very much my boy and I hope you do know that

2011-07-10T04:05:00.001+08:00

I've lost and given up friends for you but you wouldn't do the same over someone you barely knew.

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2011-07-10T03:33:00.001+08:00

And this fucking headache just won't go away. What's with everyone everything what's with the fucking world

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2011-07-10T03:31:00.000+08:00

Why can't you fucking understand? This is getting so tiring and you.really.drive.me.up.the.fucking.wall.

Fuck you and fuck off, bitch.

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2011-07-10T02:04:00.002+08:00

Give up?

Time

2011-07-06T10:54:00.001+08:00

It's kind of funny and weird how it's econs now but i find myself thinking of some other stuff.. It suddenly dawned on me that.. Time passes too quickly.

So treasure and treat everyone right and important. Don't take too long to say "I love you" to the ones you love cause time has a habit of slipping away

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Love

2011-07-03T04:40:00.000+08:00

Ok I'm really beyond happy tonight!! I was feeling really angry and moody recently and after having a long talk we're finally fine and we actually had a one hour plus phone call. It's really very rare that he even calls me soooo I'm really glad tonight.

Sometimes, the simplest things are really what makes one happy. Simple like seeing him tweet stuff makes me all smiles too :)

Ok promised him to sleep so gdnight! I love you my sugarboy. <3 If only this happens once in a while or often would be good :)

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2011-06-30T10:38:00.000+08:00

Haven't let it all out for a very long time

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2011-06-30T02:40:00.001+08:00

When I need you to hear me out, you're not here with me, for me. You'll rise up from your sleep for your best girl friend, but not for your girlfriend.

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2011-06-30T02:23:00.001+08:00

I hate how I always need to initiate like as though I'm forcing you I don't want that I guess I gotta learn. Never trusted the phrase "absence makes the heart grow fonder" but if its rly true I'll abstain

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Strength

2011-06-29T21:48:00.005+08:00

Uh.. whoops feeling quite bored. Bored as in not that i have nothing to do, but bored cause the only thing i have to do is study and no i am resisting it.. Most dreaded subject tmr i dread all but CSE's the worst i swear. But then again.... I can't wait for tmr!!!!!! :)

Sudden crankiness :( One thing i cannot stand is girls who act/are/wanna get close to boyfriend.

Hello you wna flirt you go get someone else. And baby pls don't entertain them. :(

Once bitten, twice shy.

Reliving

2011-06-28T03:42:00.000+08:00

I just enjoy talking to you for long hours like this. You know I'm contented just like that I just want to know that you love me and only me. Happy 13 monthsssss~

I need to know that I can start believing in something. Stil stuck and not sure what to do maybe I'll leave it til after exams or maybe try to forget about it.

Talking about exams.. 2 down and 3 more to go. Gna be up in less than 7 hours I kept dozing off for today's papers ugh ok goodnight

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A part, not apart

2011-06-26T09:44:00.001+08:00

Idk whether to trust you trust myself or rely on all these gadgets sometimes humans err sometimes tech can screw up as well.
But though all seems well.. Why do I feel as though we're on the verge of losing..

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Why

2011-06-26T09:04:00.001+08:00

There's no need for you to lie unless...
Sigh truth hurts but I'll rather know the truth from yourself rather than finding it out on my own cause it hurts more that way

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Zouk Wardrobe 2011

2011-06-20T21:13:00.002+08:00

Everything was glowing

He looks like someone in The Nooooose

:OwnMuse and WanderWonder.

With Yiling and Shixian and supper after that.

Exams in a week and i'm screwed noOooooOoOOoo...........

Sad to say

2011-06-18T04:25:00.002+08:00

I'm not the fucking special one.

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2011-06-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

Falling sick at this time is not cool plus I'd rather have a flu than an infected sore throat I feel like im gna cough out blood real soon.

And I love my friends.

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Catch your wave

2011-06-15T01:00:00.001+08:00

Today was supposedly a good day
And then it ended bad
All for a stupid reason sigh

Haven't i controlled myself well enough the past week why can't you do the same?

Headache now i suppose its due to the long sleeping hours. Now i can't sleep

SAM: Children's Season

2011-06-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

The last one's for Shixian kekeke. Went to SAM on Monday then to Bugis with @youngfaves and @hyiling. Finally had Rochor beancurd after so long!! Mmmmmm

2011-06-12T02:17:00.002+08:00

Among happiness there's something to be sad about

Today is a good day still

2011-06-10T15:12:00.003+08:00

Thank god for whatsapp we girls keep in touch so often. Tumblr funnies on whatsapp instead of msn heheh.

And Mdm Neo came to visit us during the holidays with her lil precious she's such a qt pie.

Hangover 2 with the girls later on yay!!!

2011-06-10T00:48:00.001+08:00

If you really cared

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Reblogged

2011-06-06T16:45:00.002+08:00

“Until the guy is single you have to respect the current girlfriend and their relationship. Obvious girls are such a turn-off. Nobody likes “friendly” girls except guys who wanna fuck around.”
— Yan Kay Kay

Yeah man

2011-06-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

What if everything's a lie?
Or.. what if everything's true?

How do you know when to trust, or what if you want to trust but don't know how to?

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I'm yours

2011-06-03T20:59:00.003+08:00

Something sweet which goes like

"... and I really wna make you mine"
"Do you have a plaster? Cause I hurt my knees when I fell for you"

Most epic
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
(some rubbish I muttered then after a while)
"K"
"K what?"
"K for Karen"

Hehehe very very cheesy but I like. We giggled about it every time we recall that night the lines we or rather I said.

Smiling and missing my sugar boy quite a bit he has no phone now and waiting for him to contact me is like torture :(

I'm yours now and I love you so so much baby~ (heart eyes)

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Mine

2011-06-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

I'm a very selfish person, I want to have you all to myself.

<3
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2011-06-02T01:13:00.001+08:00

How do you forget a bad feeling?

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All over again

2011-06-02T01:12:00.001+08:00

Insults hurt.
Especially from someone close to your heart.

Reminding self not to do it to others.

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2011-06-01T11:20:00.002+08:00

Thought of the car incident all of a sudden.. Unpleasant. Really really really hate her.. Hate how you let it happen

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What are words

2011-05-30T18:16:00.003+08:00

Maybe technology really destroys us. Maybe ignorance is bliss. Some things are better left unknown, unsaid.

Hating this

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365 days

2011-05-28T18:15:00.001+08:00

Prawning with baby

At the beach enjoying the breeze having some romantic time~

Made sushi and bread for my boy

Today is may 28 and it's our first year so happy one year baby ^^ Finally did something which we've wanted to do and there're still many things not checked off the list. Enjoyed myself overall despite a little hiccup. I love you my Sugarboy 

2011-05-27T16:27:00.001+08:00

Weeee it's been a long time

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Overload

2011-05-26T14:40:00.001+08:00

Anger becomes exasperation becomes disappointment.

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2011-05-26T10:21:00.000+08:00

I never ever throw you behind, do I? Why do you abandon me time and again. I'm really amazed at the things you can do

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2011-05-26T10:15:00.001+08:00

Nope, you don't remember

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Today

2011-05-26T09:24:00.001+08:00

Day ends at 3pm. Feeling sleepy.... At only 9.22 in the morning. Swollen eyes make me feel even more sleepy.

Will you remember 10am?

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Don't forget

2011-05-26T09:21:00.002+08:00

Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget it

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Two is better than one

2011-05-26T01:08:00.001+08:00

Missing some affection tonight.
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2011-05-24T16:39:00.002+08:00

Fuming mad now.

When will I be considered important in your life, with comparison to your friends. Forever breaking your promises.

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Fire

2011-05-22T00:04:00.001+08:00

Each time I tel myself it won't happen again. Yeah right who am I kidding?

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Perfect

2011-05-20T17:52:00.001+08:00

Missing these people quite a lot.

Glad that i've made two new juniors during the short preparation for syf in band

This was at pizzahut like eons ago and i remember we were too bloated to do anything else.

Missing this boy quite a bit as well because we don't get to spend much time together. Next saturday would be our first year :)

Being stupid in econs class as usual

Today: Class photo taking and we had pretty flowers. Really thankful for this class and the two favourites cause we stay well just like that.

This weekend: Gna be a busy one. First work experience with my favourite girls @ Scoopy's and Cream! I'm just gna be packing ice cream for two days but still excited cause it's my first time and i'll get to see my girls. But it means no time to complete my homework..

Timbre @ Arts House

2011-05-20T17:37:00.002+08:00

Timbre @ Arts House for Amanda's birthday celebration on Monday night. It was a long wait for the table but the live band and company still made it great. Everyone's recommendation was the duck pizza and i think it was a little too salty. We sang along to some songs, laughed at little things and found joy with whatever. No matter how much time we spend together, i will never get sick of my girls and we remain as comfortable with each other. Too bad our dedication wasn't through yet. Happy birthday once again to Amanda, we love you xxxx

FLB 6

2011-05-17T14:40:00.004+08:00

FLB 6 on sat with the girls, we're not gna do it anytime soon but it sure was a good experience.

Next post will be on Amanda's celebration @ Timbre!

2011-05-17T02:52:00.001+08:00

What ever happened to the night calls the sweetest texts the library times where it was just the two of us, what ever happened to us? I really wna know. Please don't share what we have/had with other people, because then it would have lost its special meaning.

2011-05-17T02:44:00.000+08:00

Why must I feel so affected each time? So hurt so afraid so tired so vexed trying to figure out things and there you are..

Why do I base my emotions on you, time to stop and be independent. Or is it time, do you not want to fight for it anymore?

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Exasperation

2011-05-16T22:52:00.001+08:00

I've tried all means and ways, God can you tel me what am I supposed to do?

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2011-05-14T02:27:00.001+08:00

Forgotten how it feels like to dance.

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